My whole life is just f-up. For the past 20 yrs, i haven been able to do anything smoothly. Primany school, i was wrongly accused of something which i never even do. And i got canning for nothing. Whoever done that shit, i hope u are suffering right now.
During secondary school, i am surrounded by nice peoples, but i do not really enjoy their company sometimes. And during one period, my heart is always being torn up into pieces. That feeling sucks. And for my sec 3-4 days, i wasted alot of my time on something. And i didn't get into the course that i wanted even DET doesn't really want me. I had to go down to NYP all alone to appeal.
Upon entering DET, i tot that i was lucky, but i wasn't. I was struggling with the subjects especially programming. Thinking that TD is the way out, but i was wrong. But it just make me fall into another endless abyss. The DMD lecturers are really f up. They hate the TDs. We're being outcast by almost everyone in SIDM, but thankfully to a few lecturers, we're still here.
For driving, heaven is always making fun of me. If isn't i strike the crab for the first test, i would be holding my license. And for 2nd test, if wasn't for the fu**er and the traffic, i would have pass.
Last but not least, I fell in love with a gal. But she isn't really giving me any optimistic signs. My heart bleed again and again during this period. Really hope you can give me a chance.
But, i am reallly really glad to have those friends i know in poly. Although ppl always says poly have fake friends, i would argue with them. It would be hard to open my mouth in front of you guys to say thanks, but i really appreciate it.
Now for the future, looking forward to the Japan trip. Hope that my life would be better after almost 20 years of stormy sea. But i am sort of mentally prepared that i would get some shit vocation for ns.
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