My whole life is just f-up. For the past 20 yrs, i haven been able to do anything smoothly. Primany school, i was wrongly accused of something which i never even do. And i got canning for nothing. Whoever done that shit, i hope u are suffering right now.
During secondary school, i am surrounded by nice peoples, but i do not really enjoy their company sometimes. And during one period, my heart is always being torn up into pieces. That feeling sucks. And for my sec 3-4 days, i wasted alot of my time on something. And i didn't get into the course that i wanted even DET doesn't really want me. I had to go down to NYP all alone to appeal.
Upon entering DET, i tot that i was lucky, but i wasn't. I was struggling with the subjects especially programming. Thinking that TD is the way out, but i was wrong. But it just make me fall into another endless abyss. The DMD lecturers are really f up. They hate the TDs. We're being outcast by almost everyone in SIDM, but thankfully to a few lecturers, we're still here.
For driving, heaven is always making fun of me. If isn't i strike the crab for the first test, i would be holding my license. And for 2nd test, if wasn't for the fu**er and the traffic, i would have pass.
Last but not least, I fell in love with a gal. But she isn't really giving me any optimistic signs. My heart bleed again and again during this period. Really hope you can give me a chance.
But, i am reallly really glad to have those friends i know in poly. Although ppl always says poly have fake friends, i would argue with them. It would be hard to open my mouth in front of you guys to say thanks, but i really appreciate it.
Now for the future, looking forward to the Japan trip. Hope that my life would be better after almost 20 years of stormy sea. But i am sort of mentally prepared that i would get some shit vocation for ns.
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My first attempt in baking and my new yr clothes.
Monday, January 21, 2008
Tried baking gingersnaps. And it turns out ok. But now lao hong le. The taste abit downgrade. Wanna try some?
And this is my new yr clothe from Taka. Super ex. No voucher i won't even shop there for anything.
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Who want to be my guinea pig?
Friday, January 18, 2008
Who want to try?
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