I plan to move on. No point staying put and sink. Its too draining, exhausting and hurting. I dunno how long i can take it before i will break down. Hence, moving on seems to be better. The old don't go, new one don't come.
After every storm, the sun will appear. After every tunnel, there will be an exit. After every night, it is day.

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Cheers.
And thx albo and yismo for the advices.
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